anak.

Naalala ko dati ag iyong mga ngiti, 
Mga matang lungkot ay pinapawi,
Ang ngiti mong walang pinipili,
Nakakaawang mga biloy mo sa pisngi.

Dati  isa kang taong pula,
Ngayon ay bughaw ang iyong nakuha,
Mahal ka nilang dalawa,
Ngunit ang isa ay nakalipas na.

Alam mong kahit anong mangyari ako ay nandito,
Sa hirap man o saya itay mo'y sasagabay sayo,
Tumawag ka lang umulan man bumagyo,
Ako ay lalapit, makikinig at magpapayo.

Mahal ka ng tatay mo anak,
Daddy mo man ay mas batak,
Sutukan kami ng mga taong sayo'y nagpapaiyak,
Luha mo'y walang kwenta laban sa iyong galak.

Di man ito yung naunang tula,
Mas gusto ko naman ito kaysa dun,
Kahit yung last tanza walang rhyme,
Cute pa rin kasi ako ang gumawa. :))

misconception.

A simple "Thank you" would be appreciated. 

jogging

It is sad to be abandoned by your friends. The ones you trusted are the ones that will stab you on your back. Not that they did something wrong but that you trusted them and when you needed them the most they vanish into thin air. how the fuck is that called friendship. They only know you when they need you, when they are stuck on a damn thing and they need someone to help them. It is just bull crap because they are the ones you rely on. It hurts that your opponents hurt you or kill you, but it hurt the most when your friends hurt or kill you. How the fuck can they stand on calling you a friend when all they do is use  you and throw you afterwards. Hahaha. It does hurt.=))=))

---Madami atang grammatical errors pero wala na akong pake. Galit ako and I don't care.

awkward.

This is a little awkward, meeting you again in a place like this. We haven't seen each other for quite sometime now, but alas we meet again! I have waited for this moment, my childhood enemy! Spiders. Meeting you in the men's room startled me. I saw you creeping your way up slowly for me not to notice you. You're probably thinking I would again do what I used to do. You're probably thinking I would kill you without hesitation. Honestly, i fought the urge not to. I can still remember how afraid I was when we first met. I had no choice but to fight. I had no choice but to kill you. Now that I think of it, I had and have no reason to be afraid of. You are the one who has every right to be afraid. I was young back then. I resented you just for being you. I didn't know what are you and what are you going to do. Now I know that you are here for a good cause. Don't misunderstand, I still hate you but now I understand that you are here to find shelter and not to harm anyone. You are here to lay your eggs. You have traveled far carrying your webblings in that white bag-like web of yours embedded in your belly.

minadali lang.

Bakit ako naiingit? Dahil ba di ko kaya gawin ang kaya niyang gawin? Dahil ba mas nakaka-usap ka niya? Dahil ba mas pinipili mo siya? Lumang tutog yan! Matagal ko ng kinalimutan ang kaisipang ganyan. Kung ayaw mo sa 'kin, di na ako masasaktan. Sabi nga nila, madaming isda sa karagatan. Kahit pangit mang isiping isda lang ang turing sa inyo, madami talagang isda sa karagatan. Di ko kailangan masaktan para mapansin mo ako. Ano ako bale? Natutunan ko na ring mahalin ang sarili ko. Maghahanap na lang ako ng taong magugustuhan ako kung sino ako. Yung taong, gusto akong baguhin pero hindi ang buo kong pagkatao. Matagal man akong maghihintay o hinidi  ko man siya makita,  ang mahalaga ako, ako. Masaya ako sa ginagawa ko. Hindi ko pinagsisinungalingan ang sarili ko. At higit sa lahat nagkaroon ako ng marka sa mundong ginagalawan ko sa pagiging tunay na tao! 

---Galit?

stop perspiring through your eyes.

You said that she reminded you of her. Is it bad for me to jump into conclusion that you are actually jealous of her because i like her and you’re just my friend? Can I just think for a while that you actually like me?

Hahahahahaha.  

It is so funny of me to think about this. Funny for me to actually think about forgetting her. I’m starting to forget her beautiful smile, her cheerful eyes  and her mesmerizing face. Starting to treasure every moment with you, actually missing your mocking laugh, freakishly white skin and your very chinese eyes. I wish that I could tell you in the near future. Tell you that I am already learning how to like you. I hope this time it will be better. I hope that I will have the courage to tell you.