29.10.14

pagpipilian

Kailan? 
Panahon na iyo ng mararamdaman,
Na unti-unti mo na pala akong nasasaktan,
Ang puso kong iyong pinapabayaan.

red

We don't just accept things

We challenge

But due to fear, we surrender

Doubting if we are strong enough to bear the pain

Asking if we are brave enough to accept the consequences

And in the end, regretting that we did nothing about it


28.10.14

forgotten.

it was a night to remember,
an evening to be cherished and never to be forgotten.

it was a night of innocence,
an evening we can call truly ours,
a last song we enjoyed together.

a stare we wanted never to end,
you looking at me as intently as I wanted to look at you,
a smile to break the awkwardness we felt.

it was a dance we would have danced together,
and rules that prevented it to happen,
but in the corner we secretly retaliated,
and had the dance that made us hold each other.

cliche as it seems, your fingers filled up the gaps of mine,
as we looked into each others eyes and exchanged our smiles.
in that moment, no words escaped our mouths,
because we knew that at that moment the world was ours.

we thought that would be the end,
the end of a night we wonderfully shared,
but fate wanted it to be more than what it already was,
for us to enjoy the night longer than dusk .

we retired to the room, contented of the memories we have made,
not knowing that it was just the end of the beginning,
a time to realize that we were just starting,
an extraordinary night that will reveal our tue feelings.

as the night goes by we hugged and held each other,
and inside you arms I was trembling,
thinking of a future that you and I will face an unhappy ending
but as I hugged you, you hugged me back with your arms and held me tight,
and that was enough to assure me that we will forever be intact.

and fatigue crept in as we ended the night,
and as we close our eyes and turn-off the lights,
we exchanged our goodbyes and good nights
for the last time I hugged you from behind,
you answered it with a wondeful kiss of good night.

as I was falling asleep,
i hoped that it was not just dream,
and I woke up in the morning,
looked for you and ask if the night was true,
and the answer was evident when you smiled and kissed me too.

thank you for that beautiful night,
i wanted you to be my remedy,
not knowing that you also wanted me to be yours,


i love you.



i love you still.

12.10.14

sa uulitin, kaibigan

Alam mo aking kaibigan,
Di ko pa rin natatangap ng lubusan,
Ang katotohanan na ikaw na talaga ay lumisan,
At ang mundong ibabaw ay iyo ng iniwan.

Marahil siguro ito ay biglaan,
Kaya lalo pa kaming nasasaktan,
Hanggang ngayon ang mga puso namin ay luhaan,
Dahil iniwan mo na kami, aking kaibigan.

Maaalala ka namin sigurado yan,
Ngunit iba pa rin ang pakiramdam ng ating samahan,
Yung magkausap tayo at naghahalakhakan,
Yung mga panahon na masarap at masakit balikan.

Espren, di ka namin makakalimutan,
Ikaw, sa puso namin mayroon kang paglalagyan,
Kahit na ngayon kami ay iyong nilisan,
Alam naman namin na ang iyong paalam ay mayroon ding katapusan.

Hanggang sa muli nating pagkikita kaibigan,
Diyan sa langit tayo ay magtatawanan,
Tulad ng ginawa natin sa mga lansangan,
Sigawan at halakhak ng tunay na kaibigan.

Alam kong masaya ka diyan ngayon sa kalangitan,
Dahil kasama ka Niya sa kanyang kaharian,
Chill ka muna diyan habang kami sa buhay ay dumadaan,
Ipagdasal mo na rin kami sa Kanya na kami ay patnubayan.


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Hoy Rr! Kamusta ka? Miss ka pa rin namin. Naaalala ka pa rin namin. Strongk ka diyan ah, dahil strongk kami dito! Kitakits na lang! 
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