awkward.

This is a little awkward, meeting you again in a place like this. We haven't seen each other for quite sometime now, but alas we meet again! I have waited for this moment, my childhood enemy! Spiders. Meeting you in the men's room startled me. I saw you creeping your way up slowly for me not to notice you. You're probably thinking I would again do what I used to do. You're probably thinking I would kill you without hesitation. Honestly, i fought the urge not to. I can still remember how afraid I was when we first met. I had no choice but to fight. I had no choice but to kill you. Now that I think of it, I had and have no reason to be afraid of. You are the one who has every right to be afraid. I was young back then. I resented you just for being you. I didn't know what are you and what are you going to do. Now I know that you are here for a good cause. Don't misunderstand, I still hate you but now I understand that you are here to find shelter and not to harm anyone. You are here to lay your eggs. You have traveled far carrying your webblings in that white bag-like web of yours embedded in your belly.

minadali lang.

Bakit ako naiingit? Dahil ba di ko kaya gawin ang kaya niyang gawin? Dahil ba mas nakaka-usap ka niya? Dahil ba mas pinipili mo siya? Lumang tutog yan! Matagal ko ng kinalimutan ang kaisipang ganyan. Kung ayaw mo sa 'kin, di na ako masasaktan. Sabi nga nila, madaming isda sa karagatan. Kahit pangit mang isiping isda lang ang turing sa inyo, madami talagang isda sa karagatan. Di ko kailangan masaktan para mapansin mo ako. Ano ako bale? Natutunan ko na ring mahalin ang sarili ko. Maghahanap na lang ako ng taong magugustuhan ako kung sino ako. Yung taong, gusto akong baguhin pero hindi ang buo kong pagkatao. Matagal man akong maghihintay o hinidi  ko man siya makita,  ang mahalaga ako, ako. Masaya ako sa ginagawa ko. Hindi ko pinagsisinungalingan ang sarili ko. At higit sa lahat nagkaroon ako ng marka sa mundong ginagalawan ko sa pagiging tunay na tao! 

---Galit?